people always tell me, be content with your lot in life, hanker not after the trappings of others. well they say it in a more singaporean manner, of course. but hey, its not as easy as it sounds no? besides, sometimes our lot in life just doesn't seem right. its been two years, why the heck am i still having to go through purgatory for that mistake? herr mein gott, please don't toy with me so. If you deem me unfit for your blessings, then at least leave me to my own devices. Forsake me if you have to. Machts nichts, nein? ah bollocks.

A good night to all, auf weidersehen

the tide cometh once again.