Shoaling

I feel like I'm running aground here. I probably shouldn't be doing this now, but here I am, doing it anyway. No one ever said I a lick of sense in me, so I'm not disappointing too many people here. I happened upon this old song, Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and it brought back a rather startling (ok not really) thought. I had the niggling feeling I made a horrendous mistake then, and I still think I did. I think it'll do me good to say it right out.

I miss you.

There, I just said it, for what little its worth, and for whomsoever accidentally stumbles upon this digital bone yard of mine. I've been reluctant to admit this to myself, but I can't deny that I've regretted the things I thought, did and said during that relationship. Hindsight is a wonderful thing, there are so many things that I would have done differently. So many things I would have said. But it's all for naught. Nothing can be changed, nor should anything be. I think it's turned out for the better for you, that it turned out the way it did.

Enough of this, I have work that needs doing. Time to push these thoughts to another corner of my mind for now.

Auf weidersehen

Cold turkey...

I've been stricken with the dreaded BBB virus, and I'm trying really hard not to give in to it. I suppose ClubSnap doesn't help at all, it only compounds my addiction. I've been looking at the Nikkor 70-200mm f2.8 and lordy it looks gooood. only problem is, it'll set me back a cool $2.5k (or thereabouts). hur hur. I'll probably rent a set to fool arnd with it for a while sometime soon.

2 more months to the end of internship! then I'm off to find a part time job and back to school. I really need the cash :) A quick dream list would be depressing, but as the gahmen says, we should reach for our dreams (or was that last year...)

1) Nikkor 70-200mm f2.8 (maybe sometime during NS if I'm an officer)
2) SB-900
3) Complete Seed (with bucket)
4) A fast wide angle lens (AFTER the 70-200, probably)
5) hur hur a D300/D700 (this one will one come true maybe after NS.)

All that would cost... well slightly over $5k in all i think.

Aaaaand thats it for a quick update of a stagnant, tepid blog. I'm off to sleep and then to work tmr. Auf weidersehen

Al-tire.

Welcome to the D80 world, Mr Robert de Sable.

Senkei...

Hey-ho, (imaginary) readers! Plenty of things have come to pass since I last blogged, and I've been going through the oh so cliche emotional rollercoaster. Lets see, there was FOW/C. I shan't go into the meat of things, but the crux of it was that I went in and out, virtually unscathed. Ok, so I did take a few bumps during the camp, but it was hardly anything I couldn't recover from. With the possible exception of one little incident, but thats another story, for another journal at another time.

Intership has begun. I'm in my second week in one of the Big Four of PR, and I must say its a really enriching experience, my growing loathing for the *** aside. It's become an almost pathological hatred for them. But I enjoy the work environment. And I can't wait for my internship allowance to come in, because I'm getting rather broke paying for all those meals. I shall say no more, lest I say something i shouldn't and end up getting into some trouble.

Hmmm... People (well, more like a few people) have begun talking about elections again. hah. It's that time of the year again hmmm? I've certainly got a direction I would like to take the Union towards, and I'm pretty sure Alvin Ting and most of the previous exco's would support that course, but I'm also pretty sure that I don't want to go through the whole brouhaha that I experienced the last time. I'm also pretty sure (well, not very) that I want to have more time to pursue photography and some other stuff. A couple of people (literally) have expressed their support, should I decide to stand for the elections, and I am grateful for their belief in me. (and hopefully, my abilities) I'm just not sure if its the correct path for me to take.

Anyway, as much as I'd like to continue, I shall head on to sleep, lest I die during work tmr. I've got a fever and all. Not that you (imaginary) readers give a shit. take that, adam brown! Aufweidersehen.

The Rule of Two

Only two shall there be, a master and an apprentice:

one to embody power and the other to crave it.

pata-pata-pata-pon!

It's FO tmr. hurrah. like, i'm so excited can. yah. very excited. Can you picture me jumping up and down with pure exhiliration at the mere thought of FO again. yah. then hor, i'm so stupendously excited that i haven't pack my bags yet and i cooked my pet terrapin for turtle soup earlier. yah.

Sod FO. I'm going for my own reasons, and I'm sure as hell not going to slog the way i did last year. Besides, they have plenty of fresh young blood to do that for them. Assuming, of course, and its a big assumption, that the fresh young blood remembers what THEIR duty is. Bah, duty. Over-rated and over-used word. THHHHHHE WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROUND AND ROUND. and the cogs in my head go round too. Anyway talking on msn while trying to blog is not very conducive, and i think i spelt that wrong, despite my purported (spelt that wrong too. HAH take that Queen Elizabeth!) proficiency with English. Ok seriously now, sod this. It's not working out.

PATAPON WHY DO YOU REFUSE TO WORK?!?!?!?!

ok bye. Auf weidersehen. A post for you, my dear but imaginary readers. and for adam brown, who is leaving for some bloody airport. Whoever the heck you are.

Superman's love interest.

Superman Returns is on HBO now. Bah.

Meriadoc.

Home is behind, the world ahead.
There are many paths to tread...