just to sort a few thoughts out, i'll ramble for a while. awful habit but here goes.
it's complicated. or actually it isn't. there are but 2 possible permutations, and either of which, as callous and uncaring as it makes me sound, i can (rather, i somehow will) accept. It's not a matter of precedence, rather a matter of adroitness. should it be more appropriate that the lesser equity be cancelled out, then mathmatically and logically i can but agree. good lord. i don't quite believe myself now, giving in to logic and MATHS. But its truly a matter of numbers. if it all adds up to whats right, then there is no going against it. and a dexterous mind as such would not go wrong.
The Law is currently being contested.An issue, thrown up before the court of Law, has been decreed to be a decision requiring the verdict of both parties and God. One party has come upon a suitable course of action. Its now a matter of time until the other party and God show their hands. Of course, no uncivil action will be permitted to be displayed in the event of an unfavourable judgement. The verdict will stand, for the words of Lady Justice are absolute. The defendant will humbly and respectfully bow to the will of the Law, for there are reasons behind every decision, should one take the time and effort to seek it out.
They say only the Sith deal in absolutes. Yet while i'd prefer to believe that there can only be absolutes in life, its is evident that such a short sighted and flawed theory is impossible. The world'd be simple, wouldn't it? what with all the things we could just not consider and analyse before each an every decision. Absolutes give us so much freedom, and yet at the same time they chain us down upon conception. But, life in all its glory, isn't about 2 polar extremities which have a clear division. No, thinking in that manner will lead all to come to naught. a more flexible and dynamic mindset needs to be applied to broach matters. Life is choc-a-block with limitless possibilities. But if we attempt to assimilate all the possible permutations in that manner, there are several problems which may ensue. Insanity, from the sheer possibilities. or no result at all, due to the sheer overwhelming number of possibilities to first consider. So perhaps a mix, a potpurri of the differnt schools of thoughts, would do best. polar extremes, with a grey area betweem where there are varying levels. a balance between the two worlds. Chaos and Order, Darkness and Light, Yes and No, Love and Hate/Fear, and all that.
But it all boils down to choice. A choice by which i will abide, no matter how much it may tear at me, regardless of the toll it may exact from me, i will abide by it. that much i can swear to you. So, Aegwynn, we await your decision. The significance of "Khadger", i believe you recall, so use the meaning of that name, and search for the answer in good faith. I haven't lived up to my namesake, but perhaps i will, yet.
Till we meet again, i bid you a good night.
Auf Weidersehen.
Lace thy words with the bitterness you dare not feel, with the turmoil that runs riot within, and with the depths of sorrow that you refuse to succumb to.